i hate when i say something stupid and people are like what do you mean. if you know you know
annoying things r okay when i do them
i hate when i say something stupid and people are like what do you mean. if you know you know
quarantine feels kinda like that area between christmas and new years where i have no idea what day of the week it is, or if i’m supposed to be going to work. AM and PM blend together. i’ve taken four naps in 10 hours. leftovers are my primary foodsource. got that weird sunday anxiety except it’s every day for the next 2 weeks
not to suck my own dick but i’ve pulled myself out of some really dark places and i continue to do so
Just remember that the things you put into your head are there forever, he said. You might want to think about that.
You forget some things, don’t you?
Yes. You forget what you want to remember and you remember what you want to forget.
I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.
Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.
Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.
Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.
Date the ethereal figure that slips into your room in the darkest hours of night to keep the nightmares away.
People always talk about how strong a survivor is for surviving a trauma. Now, that’s true for sure. However, I seldom see survivors getting the credit they should for after the trauma. Surviving the healing that comes after is hard, and painful. For some, it’s flashbacks, depression, anxiety, ptsd and the list goes on and on. The pain does not end because the event has. Survivors are survivors every goddamn day. And survivors are amazing.